Diary: 'I Can't Look At Her' - Beverly

Beverly has opened up on how she feels about her swap decision and getting along with Dillish who happens to have figured out that she swapped her.

The young Nigerian model told Biggie that it wasn't easy for her to look Dillish in the eyes especially whenever she (Dillish) tells her that she feels she was swapped, adding that it becomes difficult for her to say anything something that maybe sending out a wrong message.

"I can't look at her. She doesn't know that I swapped her. She just has a feeling. Dillish is just calculating it. She's still my friend and swapping her doesn't mean she's no longer my friend," Beverly shared.

The Ruby captain also said that housemates should just understand that her decision is something she had to do as a HoH, besides, it's part of the game.

Beverly was the first Ruby HoH in week 1 and back then, she saved her buddy Bassey and put up Natasha with the latter surviving the chop on the first Eviction night.

They say "History repeats itself", will her second swap victim also survive?

By Joe Owakabik